Lalalala

argh its raining heavily...can the weather be more gloom than ruby gloom??? k the whole question dont make any sense at all. haha. today is like the 5th day i kept checking my weight and it dint change unless ive ate..fucking hell its like 46kg =S i was like is the weighing scale faulty or what??? hahaha...anyone wants to buy me a V. Day present??? buy me a digital weighing scale, i will surely love u to the max =X hahaha *muka tembok* tell me if i am being paranoid abt my weight..hahaha..anyway which girl wont be??

so tmr is result day...or according to mas its doomsday..wakakaka...yeah unleash the hell man..may i reiterate that whoever countdowns to result day is a stupid asshole..hahaha. kk..need to set my whatever mood for tmr and I WILL try NOT TO CRY with whatever result i get. man..i got this strong craving for the vegetarian breakfast i ate at Ricks Restuarant. lets fly to scotland and eat breakfast...hahahaha..

damn it. my dad kept pestering me abt my violin lesson..argh!! i know la..i will practice whenever i want..u cant fucking force me!!!! with that i wont have any passion for my music okay...bloody hell..u expect me to practice after one year of not having a professional tutor...i tried my best to develope the emotions for my violin okay but its to no avail if i dont have a mentor and i am a FUCKING beginner..

and i really want to read that Shopaholics novels from Sophie Kinsella. i know its like a so long ago novel and nearly every teenagers have read it but who cares..hahaha..plus i need to find that Gentle Rogue from Johanna Lindsey. argh..that book is so hard to find.

and i want to work. i want money. i want to be out of my dad's way. i want to have a working experience. i want to buy that yamaha keyboard ive been eyeing on since i was 15+. damn it..i am the only one among the 5 girls that is not financial independant..hahaha...and I AM A BANKRUPT or rather i have no allowance. ARGH!!! i want money. like one of Le Divorce song...money makes the world go round the world go round. yeah...i agree with that...

and this whole long entry is sooooooooo unfabulous..

Cheerioz